I am the homing pigeon who can never go home
Drowning in “I’m sorry”
I am the repellent child too often told to ‘go away’
Drowning in “I’m sorry”
I am the outcast Judas hiding in the witness tree
Drowning in “I’m sorry”
And in the raw ugly wound
Where there should be forgiveness there is silence
Where there should be comfort there is silence
Where there should be love there is silence.
There is only silence.